I've spent the last few days self-analyzing. I guess I've realized that I'm capable of a lot more. I waste too much time. Instead of studying, I waste time with games and talking on aim and all that. So I've realized that I need to purify these things out of my life and improve myself. That's the only way I'll be all that I can be, without joining the army. First of all, I need new friends. I feel that most of my current friends are holding me back. All the time we waste playing Call of Duty 4 and backbiting and cussing and telling stupid jokes could be spent studying or learning about more important things. I need to hang out with people that will actually encourage me to do good things and achieve. Also, I'm going to give up basketball. I played today and had some great games, so I'm happy that my last day of basketball was so good. However, basketball is too time-consuming. When we play, we play for like 2-3 hours. That time could be spend reading Quran or something. So, I'm totally giving up basketball. Also, I need to stop playing video games. I don't think I'm ready to give up TV all together, but I'm going to sell my xbox for the time being. Or at least, unmod it so I don't play as much games. Also, I want to perfect my Quran. I don't know it as well as I should. I mean, I can recite it, but I want to be able to like read it backwards and stuff, like all those super huffaz. I think that it'll really help me become a better person and read that ideal state that I crave. I'm also going to delete AIM and my facebook. I waste so much time on those, its not even funny. I regret all those useless hours of small talk with my friends on AIM. Arghh, what a waste of time. From now on, every minute will be spent doing something beneficial. And yeah, of course, I'm going to stop writing in this blog. It's another waste of time, but this one is even worse because it wastes the time of the people that actually read this blog.
I really hope that these changes will help me become a better person and I would like all of your support in becoming the new Imran. I'm tired of regretting and wishing I could be someone better. I WILL become someone better. Naw, I'm just playing. You've been J'ed. I'm not going to change myself. I'm gonna keep wasting time, lol. aprils fools.
the ramlings of
IJ on Tuesday, April 01, 2008.
7 Responses to Change
i hate you
haha you got me, First good post.
this post is garba`ge
The whole time I was reading this, I was thinking to myself, "He's joking".
what a jackass :)
that wasn't convincing at all
I agree with Raheel.
I hate you.
Something to say?